Buenos Aires

Untilted

2008-07-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

I was so boring suddenly n i do this but it doesn't mean anything..don;t get offended..

好久不见

2008-01-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hey hey..it have been one month plus..i was busying working after the group dinner..
Show more less talk??

My christmas??
Well it went lonely at hm..

Countdown??
Slightly better..went to clarke quay..

Now??
New year plan??
I have no idea man..
I kena Club Scout Ops..
is abit sian but bo bian..
feel like i no longer entu in it..where's the strength to carry on??
really no mood when it was decided..ventures pls dun find me out anymore..i will be busy..dunno when is the next time i will post again..

All i want to say is..
I LOVE MY RAMBUTAN TREE!!

One month past

2007-12-11T15:04:00.000+08:00

Phew..is exactly one month later..so busy and have many stuff to settle till now is not finish yet..but nvm..
Hmm..i start with dec 1

I went to watch SHOW ON STAGE concert with my two cousin n one fren..MALAYSIAN BOLEH!!YES!!haha..
SHOW PHOTO LA..lazy to type..

It was taken b4 the concert start..

It start with..

Follow by..

then ending too high so nvr take photo..

But after the concert we took photo when almost everyone left..
The four malaysian..

The burger is so big n ex..inside my mouth is full of burger bits..

thats all for that day..the concert was really nice..

Of cos been busy for the Group dinner but i haven busy finish so i don;t want to say anything yet..i will blog again after the Grp dinner..=)
Purposely don;t want to tell the date of the grp dinner sia..

Sunday

2007-11-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

Finally,sunday is not a bored day for today..
Wake up in the morning and bathe and went to DRAGONFLY with fm to watch hey gorgeous..
Jie gave me the tix cos she can't make it..
Meet fm n we take bus there and there was this auntie who ask us how to go and we dunno why we tell her dunno and we are still going it..funny?
At first was so excited about the VIPS seat.end up nth diff.sux man..well..
The aim there was to watch chio bu..haha..
And the winner are both from NTU..

We watch about almost 3 hours then it ended..
We saw ah boon,dunno u all got watch "bai jia le 3",u all will know him..
He damn funny n friendly too..
After that "chen feng ling" ask me to take photo with her..
I was like ok lor..=x

We went to vivo to eat Carl's Junior after that and have a little time of strolling to TOYRUS n one shop..Then we went outside..
FM ask me to lent him camera n took those shit picture..

He was thinking having a ride to sentosa..

He was thinking to start a family of his own..

Then later on ask me to act emo then let him take photo..

After that he went home and i went to ROYAL place to meet my family for dinner..
Saw tay ping hui there celebrating his birthday..
SO i decided to play him a song using piano,he ask me to play "AN JING" by jay chou so i just keep quiet there..-.-"

then i thinking that is not sincere enough so i draw two piece of artwork for him on the spot..

then he was happy..

Out of surprise,one of my artwork named "Old Singapore in 70s",Draw by me n my cousin won the BEST SINGAPORE ART PIECE OF 2007..

OK and i went home happily..
Some are crap some are real..
It is up to u to decide..

Tuesday

2007-10-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

时间过得真快。。
考试要finish le..

每次有烦恼时，人一定会想到家人或朋友
可是我没家人，朋友又往往要我帮忙，谁来帮我呢？
只能靠自己解决，不能的话也要自己想办法，好烦噢。。
让我突然发现我的朋友只有帮他们的份。。
不是我想把心事藏起来只是讲了又有谁会来帮我。。
或许讲了会比较舒服可是对我而言，讲了会让我想到我有朋友可是他们却不能帮我。。
当我发现我有这种病时已经是太晚了，原来我一直都有这种病。。
到了这个阶段只有时间能治疗了。。
朋友都会跟朋友说我们要做一辈子的朋友。。
当朋友死后，当然一定会伤心啊，可是久了之后就会说日子还是要过啊。。
那干吗说要做一辈子的朋友？到时就会说：“哎呀，人是会变的嘛”。。

这就是人类啊人类。。
问世间“生”为何物？

忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你
有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你
真的很简单
爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法决择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我

Saturday

2007-10-20T16:40:00.000+08:00

有一对恩爱的情人终于要结婚了,但在去教堂的路上新郎遇到车祸死了...他的血喷到新娘的裙...当晚新娘哭了很久才睡...突然她梦见了位老婆婆,老婆婆劝她要赶快把裙子上的血洗掉,否则会发生不好的事情...隔天,她怎样洗都洗不掉...晚上又梦见了那位老婆婆......终于,坏事显灵了.她听见敲门声便去开门,谁知站在她眼前的是梦里的老婆婆!老婆婆问到:血迹洗不掉吗?"便拉住新娘的手后把一些蓝色液体倒在她手上说道:请试用DYNAMO,只要轻轻一擦就能洗掉任何污迹.........
还以为是鬼故事...原来只是个笨广告.....

斑馬深愛著小鹿,表達愛意時卻遭到拒絕.
斑馬大吼:「為什麼?這一切都是為什麼???」
小鹿膽怯地說:「我媽說了,紋身的都是不良少年.」

熊貓深愛著小白兔,表達愛意時卻遭到拒絕.
熊貓大吼:「為什麼?這一切都是為什麼???」
小白兔膽怯地說:「我媽說了,戴墨鏡的都是不良少年.」

小雞深愛著小鴨,表達愛意時卻遭到拒絕.
小雞大吼:「為什麼?這一切都是為什麼???」
小鴨膽怯地說:「我媽說了,叫"雞"的都不是好男人.」

蜘蛛深愛著螞蟻,表達愛意時卻遭到拒絕.
蜘蛛大吼:「為什麼?這一切都是為什麼???」
螞蟻膽怯地說:「我媽說了,成天在網上待著的都不是好人.」

口琴深愛著鋼琴,表達愛意時卻遭到拒絕.
口琴大吼:「為什麼?這一切都是為什麼???」
鋼琴鄙視地說:「喜歡別人用嘴巴吹的男人都是不是好東西.」

-,-"
Today learnt alot of things about POLICE at SUNTEC career fair..Things are beyond your imagination..
I won't blog so often liao..have to study abit for o lvl..
nowadays venture=waste of time
This is what i think..=)
Miss my adik..=(

SHOW ON STAGE @ 1 DEC 2007
8PM
Can't wait!!

Science Practical=Stupid Practical

2007-10-18T21:01:00.001+08:00

Well today have o lvl for sci prac..sort of a piece of cake for me as i alrdy took it last year so is nth hard..practical is like for small kid la..
Anyway the most sian thing was among all private student,i am the oldest..wtf la..then the teacher ask me to control those private student in ava as i am the oldest..hey not fair la..so what i am the oldest..the worse is those girls keep calling me korkor then laugh..wth hell..i don't even know them leh..but they friendly la..U nvr believe it..all private student take practical with me is their first time..they nvr take o lvl b4 then keep asking me difficult anot..omg man..sry to say but i "DOG EYE LOOK PPL DOWN"..then i act pro teach them this n that..haha
Being the oldest isn't a bad thing..

Now i got 2006,2007 n 2008 o lvl cert..
Is it a bad or good?

给别人比他们自己期许的更多
用一种明确的方法解决争议，不要冒犯
欣然接收改变，但是不要摒弃你的个人理念
记住有时候，不是最好的收获也是一种好运

因为陌生，所以勇敢，因为距离，所以美丽

Tuesday

2007-10-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

绿草苍苍白雾茫茫
有位佳人在水一方
绿草萋萋白雾迷离
有位佳人靠水而居

我愿逆流而上依偎在她身旁
无奈前有险滩道路又远又长
我愿顺流而下找寻她的方向
却见依下佛她在水的中央

我愿逆流而上与她轻言细语
无奈前有险滩道路曲折无已
我愿顺流而下找寻她的踪迹
却见仿佛依稀她在水中伫立

That day when i was cutting fruit at night i accidentally cut mt stomach..it bleeded..wtf man so much blood gush out..i hope is my oil man..Thursday is o lvl n i still feeling is nth leh..My life is blinking red le..Watch 舞出彩虹 recently..learn alot of thing by watching show..those ppl nvr watch show de is no social life la..i will be MIA le..MAybe can't find me in singapore le..But i will be back by dec..

女人心，海底针

It been a long while

2007-10-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm..too much things to talk about..lets start with last wk..
I came back on tue morning from msia..went to attend my cousin wedding..take a photo with her and found out that i was so fat compared to last time..don;t believe take a look at this..

I promise to slim down by 2008!!haha..
So envy that she is staying at ireland..
I had alot of fun in msia but too bad i can only show u all the video one month later because it is not with me..

Next is venture going to KBOX on sat..thinking that it will not be fun but it turn out to be a surprising one..we had lot of fun=)

Hmm playing psp,its CAR RACING!!

My own personal small concert..Haha..
Feel so sad that she can't come..if she come sure will increase alot of fun..miss her like the days before..

Well been quite busy last few wk n also very tired..
HEY did you all see me on "hey gorgeous"??
Haha..went there because my cousin was the top vote for the girl side so the agent ask me to go help..
What u all see on TV is actually all acting,they have actually plan b4 hand de..SO CHEAP MAN~

LY:i accept yr apologise for the movie=)
ST:so sry that i nvr reply yr msg=)

无论何时说“对不起”，请看着对方的眼睛
当别人问你不想回答的问题时，笑着说“你为什么想知道？”
最好的关系存在于对别人的爱胜于对别人的索求之上

Tuesday

2007-10-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

SOo..tired..just came back from malaysia today..been there since friday..lazy to say content again but i really very tired..nvr sleep on sat n sun night..Monday is children day..yeah i receive present..wohoo..

I dunno wad to say liao..maybe the next post talk something more..HAONIGHT!!

Saturday

2007-09-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hey yea..
Past few days went to msia..so sry to those ppl who find me and i nvr reply u all
TOday venture is outdoor cooking..my exco meeting..But today we have a general meeting after venture..many ppl is losing interest le..from almost 20 ppl now only left less than 10..wtf man..i myself also losing it le..why??there is no difinite answer..

I heard a music tune from a website..is so relaxing after hearing it..
http://www.mlzx.org/love/zhufu/index.htm
I was looking back the photo when i was small while listening to the music..it makes me feel like kids are so "Dan chun" so "wu you wu lu"..

This is a nice song~
我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

Wednesday

2007-09-12T14:37:00.000+08:00

Sunday went to jie hse to BBQ for her birthday..is really bbq la..damn sian..all senior from my sch and i am the youngest but i more smart than them=)..Sunday is really a dunno what to do day..go out is the best option left..

Yesterday went to queensway with fm n dm..the idiotic mei like nvr go ikea b4..
Want to buy this buy that end up buy two clock..-.-"
Eat alot of things yesterday until i want to vomit liao..of cos..money also vomit too..haha..my father went to china again today..everyday alone at hm very sian..only can play game ,eat n slp..shit life..haha

Can't wait for OCt 1..
现实的世界只有灰

IMM

2007-09-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Just came back from IMM with CH n FM..went to eat and shop then after that we went to garden plaza and chat..the both of them fucking emo sia..talk alot things which i also stun n shock..some of them is cannot say out de secret..haha
SIan la..actually monday want go msia then my mum stop me..
Say what msia very "luan"
When is the day that it will be not "luan"???
Always use the attitude like is always my fault to speak to me..can't blame me i also use back the same attitude la..talk to u nicely u reply like my fault..fcuk off la..damn dulan..************************************************************
Today venture meeting cancel=)

Our world Our war

2007-09-04T13:00:00.000+08:00

Where is all my fren??
why one by one disappear??
Can i summon u all back??
Oh bring back oh bring back oh bring my friends to me to me..
Haiya they busy with poly n cca..
Yesterday i ate my lunch which cost $30plus..omg..2 pizza,one box of cheese stick n nuggets with wedges..I damn sian..alone at hm so have to eat cos nth to do..haha..
Excuses..
Walao..I become Hung Hing Gang liao la..Causeway bay is my HQ..hahahaha
Dota alot this few days..
I busy liao..CH they all coming my hse..

Sunday

2007-09-02T19:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is saturday..
As usual,went for venture..brought a cake to surprise jinyou..is my idea ok..haha..too bad dm not with us..we learn map drawing stuff..the meeting was fun but early in the morning we got spam by zhaoyi..hehe..after we went hm to dota and went to kbox celebrate jy's birthday..i went there with a bandit head plus a cap..lol..we sang till 12 and went to ch hse watch man utd match..MAN UTD 1 SUNDERLAND 0..after i had to wake up at 7am because my "shu po" pass away and have to go back m'sia..well end up i didn't went..long story to say the reason out here..anyway next sat we going to LABRADOR Park de Jetty..

YEAH~TML HOME ALONE!!SO..

Thursday

2007-08-30T22:00:00.001+08:00

These few day keep raining sia..dunno what the hell is happening..all my skin starting to rot after sunburn..My cousin from ireland just reach yesterday..lol..he still so handsome as usual..Today play basketball with jk,fm,ch,jy,vin n dm..found out that i better play back soccer..totally sucks at basketball..Why ppl like playing dota so much??DUn understand..Audition worse..press here n there..aiyo..

Planning Venture Overseas Trip(VOT)..Not easy sia..so much thing to settle..

OK i got headache and is a terrible one..Nvr had this feeling b4..=(

Morning~ITS TUESDAY!!!

2007-08-28T11:13:00.000+08:00

Bored bored day..i found out that i had a sickness yesterday and the doctor say that it is the last stage and i only left 125 days to live..125days to do what i most wanted to do..

有一个元外宴请家教书先生，搞的全是素菜，有一盘豆腐好点，先生也只吃豆腐。

元外问：“你怎么不吃其它菜？”先生：“豆腐是我的命。”元外牢记在心。没多久，元外又宴请先生，搞的全是大鱼大肉，有一盘豆腐是素菜，放在先生面前。可先生只吃鱼和肉，就是不动豆腐。元外问：“先生，豆腐是你的命，你怎么不吃呢？” 先生：“今天见到大鱼大肉，我不要命了。”

it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives.How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.

满天星星

2007-08-27T11:35:00.000+08:00

YEAH~ IS MONDAY!!!A BORED DAY!!

Hai..so sian la..dunno what to do la..no aim in life..too lazy liao..my mind is blank..i am lost and i dun wan to find my way back..i wasted so many days doing nth liao..sat went to sentosa with ventures.was taking mrt with fuming while the rest take bus..i was thinking in the mrt..why r we going sentosa??to have fun??relax??..yaya sort of..and i dun wan to think anymore..when reach there i regret..it was damn hot..i tio sunburn like indian..becos of teck seng wanna work,we didn't have enough fun..haha..he sure kp me after seeing this..but its fact what..then went to ch hse..man..life is like shit la..so envy dead ppl..nth to worry nth to think nth to trouble..

许冬梅~a new name i learn and always think that i call it right...

甲妇：“如果你的老公有外遇，你会怎么样？”
乙妇：“我会睁一只眼，闭一只眼！”
甲妇：“喔？！你这么大方！”
乙妇：“不，我是要用枪瞄准他。”

离开是你的选择？？

2007-08-22T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hai..went to suntec city with mei today..mei must be bored right??haha..sry ya..also spoken to her alot cause she had alot of problems..nvm next time got prob can find me..handphone is 24 hr on..=)

Abit pity that ppl leaving ventures..i dunno why..if want leave can leave earlier instead of when ppl have bonding with u then u say u want leave..whats the point dragging??if want leave ,leave when u join it after a few week..dun give us false hope..dun be a leaver..have those ppl have a spare thought for others??NBCB!!(Mei i not saying u,i understand yr situation.u left with no choice.all the best=) )

Going for a long break soon~

儿子每晚要和妈妈睡
妈说：你长大了娶了媳妇也和妈睡呀？
儿答：嗯！
妈说：那你媳妇咋办？
儿说：让她跟爸睡。
爸听后激动的说：这孩子从小就懂事！

Children below 18 pls do not read above chinese letter..=)

憂傷的盡頭是微笑

2007-08-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

Love is a Universal emotion, the goal we all seek, the prize that can make our lives complete and whole. Love is both timeless and, in too many instances, transient. We all believe, if only because we must, that love can be found. Some of us - maybe most of us - have discovered it can also be lost.Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered.No one is happy all of the time, but some people feel as if they can never find happiness. Some people feel as if their entire life is devoted to nothing but pain and hurt and loneliness. Every day is a struggle, and every breath a fight for survival. These people have a deep understanding of the word Depression.

Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship. But such a love doesn't always stay platonic. Sometimes it turns into passionate love. Crossing that line, between friendship and love, can be both beautiful and extremely difficult.Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

Friday=Bored day

2007-08-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

钱可以买房子但买不到家，能买到婚姻但买不到爱，可以买到钟表但买不到时间，钱不是一切，反而是痛苦的根源，朋友们把你们的钱给我，让我一个人承担痛苦吧！

在铁路旁大号却没带纸时，别着急，火车会提醒你：裤擦，裤擦，裤裤擦！在河边上大号却没带纸时，别着急，青蛙会告诉你：棍刮，棍刮，棍棍刮！

学问之美，在于使人一头雾水；诗歌之美，在于煽动男女出轨；女人之美，在于蠢得无怨无悔；男人之美，在于说谎说得白日见鬼。

很久没收到你的信息，我很心疼。我想到死，曾用薯片割过脉；用豆腐撞过头；用降落伞跳过楼；用面条上过吊。可都没死成，你就请我吃顿饭，撑死我算了。

靠！你还笑！！说了这么多话，你还没考虑要不要请我吃顿饭？

Tuesday

2007-08-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

YEsterday night went to miss yeo celebrate with her..this is gss first time..haha..i will kena say by dx again..actually we not suppose to go cos we don't really close to her and also all ppl there is zss except me n fuming..nvm..end up we go n we nvr regret because we spend the whole night talking with miss yeo n share our experience n stuff..brought one chocolate mint cake by me on behalf of venture..the cake was nice..and so today a group of fren come my hse to swim today..i dunno that actually i am a good swimmer..haha..anyone wanna challenge???feel free to contact me..=x..will be MIA from oct to around mid nov..Jump out of the world..

Friday

2007-08-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm..just finish dinner..after dinner i went back to my room and look at the com..suddenly a strong wind blow from my left towards me..i feel so..so..comfortable..so i went to my window and look outside..i hear lots of noise..then i saw many ppl was swimming..i was wondering what this world has become??the wind getting stronger n stronger..seems like asking me to do something but i can't figure it out what it was..tu ran jian hen xiang qu you yong..but i was enoying the wind so nvr care..the sky slowly turn darker n darker..soon it was night..just wondering..i haven thought what will i want to do the next moment..even whether to ns??many ppl ask me about whether i going ns??hmm..i have no answer..i doing nth at hm everyday..like wasting time..but..i dunno..i can't feel what am i doing..i just know to do what i want now..白羊座性格命运解析一旦有钱常挥金如土..

VDR

2007-08-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Sry la..busy plus lazy make me no mood and no time to update..today is the venture recuitment day and it was a quite sucess one..this year more gals than boy joined i think..compare to all the year i think this year we have the most female venture ever but dunno will they last?or quit after few months?we shall see..venture lose to the new freshman today in the game of tug of war.actually we purposely lose la..dun wan them to lose and sad going home then dun wan to join venture liao..how will we lose?we got chun guan and dennis leh..haha..well is a quite sucess event i can say..after we went to GCM..i like going to the GCM,it is interesting to hear the big shots what they are doing and also can learn at the same time..today GCM end very early..well we wun have group day of going overseas like we do usual every year but we will have a "group dinner" instead..shidiq is the IC and he say he will make sure venture will do the decorate and stuff..to venture boys,it is sian but to the female venture they will like to do that and always volunteer themself..but somehow i dun like the thinking of the female venture..yes we can have joke but must have a limit,sadly they don't..anyway one of my dream in this year is maybe coming true..glad that our boss ask whether we want a ST this year..of cos man!!it is part of my dream..hope this year will be a good one..i will update as long as i have time and don't feel lazy..haha..these few month is movie season..so much nice film to watch..also the latest movie of jay chou,u all should know..must be watched by one girl n one boy then got feel ma..haha..means yea..i found the girl to watch with..have u?=)

Sunday

2007-07-22T16:17:00.001+08:00

OMG~ today is a bored day again..sry that i long time nvr update..i admit i lazy..Went to watch movie yesterday with 100plus ppl..first time watch with so many ppl but some scout very kp..watch movie also so noisy...Harry potter this episode abit bored..not so nice..my rating is bored..after that went to orchard because my friend want to buy bag..sian..bag also go orchard..somemore one bag 100plus..my friend all rich sia..went till late night then reach hm..lazy to talk about content so i end here..Things cannot be avoided must be accepted..it is true??

我想要说

2007-07-01T11:48:00.000+08:00

我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟有没有发现我
倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后

Went to john's wedding church yesterday..the best part was the tea reception..haha..after that at night we(around 13ppl)went to Zouk,reach around 10plus..the 3rd pub i went to..and also the most wine n beer i ever drink..around 6 or 7 kind of wine n beer??lucky my "jiu liang" good if not end up like fuming..drunk!!haha..after drinking he straight away slp on the table sia while we were dancing like hell..the gals there was hot man..saw CHEN SHI WEI..the champion of 2nd Project superstar..shake hand with him..he was dancing too..haha..then later..fuming wake up at 2plus..he say he want to go hm..hai..spoil my day..i want to have fun till morning de..but nvm,he is the birthday boy no choice have to sent him hm..eh..my cab fare claim from who sia??haha..fuming vomit on the grass for 3 time after he get down the cab but lucky he was ok and went hm..i was calling my jie n frens hope they haven slp cause i dun wan to go hm so early but guess jie was slping and frens say just reach hm so no one can come out..so went to plaza eat mac alone..Pity that XH nvr join us..lol..reach hm around 5am..woke up at 11am..

Sunday bored

2007-06-24T19:52:00.000+08:00

I really hate sunday man...so bored..as usual,when we bored we will play game..play dota with fuming for 3 or 4 hours..after that slp..really nth to do..hai..fuming sick if not can ask him go out..nigel no$$ cannot go out..life really bored man..not like the life when we were at sec sch..everyday after sch where we go is soccer court n scout..at night have to do homework,sometime even lack of slp..so busy that we have nth to worried but when u leave sec sch and u got a shit result like me when u can go no where,u will get bored at hm everyday..hence u will start thinking of all kind of shit thing..how i wish i still a sec sch student..Life in malaysia n singapore r really two kind of world..But dun go to malaysia recently ba,there is a lot of robbed n rape case going on..a lot till now ppl have to ask the public to sign a form to alert the government that the security is really shit..so gals,better dun go to malaysia unless u have a malaysian fren who really know how to avoid these cases like me..haha..so u all know what to do..talk about sec sch life..when i was still in sec sch,i also often go to malaysia to find my cousin and that time i see their sec sch life at there is like..omg..u wun believe it if u r a singaporean..i been going in malaysia myself alone since i was sec 2..from then,i always go alone..my parents dun like going but i like..they say that is too "messy" in there but come on,is our own country lei..haha..they always got their excuses but i also got mine when i want to go in..we wun have venture meeting for the next two week..this make me feel bored for two week..Two week without PT n i will get fatter again..i was underweight when i was in pri sch..say le also no one believe..sian..i wan to start my malaysia life liao..dun understand ar??u will know when i post the next one..

Tuesday

2007-06-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

HI..i nvr post for long time..i really lazy la..sry nvr go to grp camp..been to malaysia for the past few week..why do my frens always like to ask whether i prefer singapore or malaysia??i don't know how to answer this qn because each has its advantage..Having both countries fren make me headache...Can u all put yrself into my shoe..not i dun want to go my or sg to find u all..is just time sometime keep running to two places is tiring..the woodland checkpoint ppl see my also sian liao..why i keep going in n out..so pls..if i can i will go find u all in malaysia..hai..i am so free??free till dunno wad to do??dun ask me study,i dun like it,dun ask me go work,i lazy..i can only play game at hm,slp,eat..rotting liao la..i dun have a family..i always quarrel with my family..i dun even speak to them everyday not even go out with them..i like living a own world of mine..but luckily i have frens..to me,frens is more important than my family..this is how i think..i know is wrong but this is wad i feel..i spent 24hr a day in my room...i only go out and eat or watch tv..my family to me is invisible..i dunno wad happening liao..mind is blank..continue to play game and rot ba..To be or not to be??Thats a question..

Monday

2007-06-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

I lazy to type anything la..life still going on..PLTC coming soon..i not going group camp..thats it..haha..watch and don't talk la..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0UFC7kLKko

****

2007-05-28T13:41:00.000+08:00

Siao i am not like ppl who so free that can post everyday..haha..I will only post once per month..osp..i just post this for this month..

Raining day

2007-05-09T15:52:00.000+08:00

Think i will only post one time per month..no time sia..going to palau rendang on the 20th of may~Re Lang Dao...Venture is getting busier n busier..sian but fun..so much event going on ya..no time to type liao..

夜已深还有什麽人让你这样醒着数伤痕为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯你若不肯说我就不问只是你现在不得不承认爱情有时候是一种沈沦让人失望的虽然是恋情本身但是不要只是因为你是女人若爱得深会不能平衡为情困折磨了灵魂该爱就爱该恨的就恨要为自己保留几分女人独有的天真和温柔的天分要留给真爱你的人不管未来多苦多难有他陪你完成虽然爱是种责任给要给得完整有时爱美在无法永恒爱有多销魂就有多伤人你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分夜已深还有什麽人让你这样醒着数伤痕为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯你若不肯说我就不问若爱得深会不能平衡为情困折磨了灵魂该爱就爱该恨的就恨要为自己保留几分女人独有的天真和温柔的天分要留给真爱你的人不管未来多苦多难有他陪你完成虽然爱是种责任给要给得完整有时爱美在无法永恒爱有多销魂就有多伤人你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分女人独有的天真和温柔的天分要留给真爱你的人不管未来多苦多难有他陪你完成虽然爱是种责任给要给得完整有时爱美在无法永恒爱有多销魂就有多伤人你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分夜已深还有什麽人让你这样醒着数伤痕为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯你若不肯说我就不问

Miss?

2007-04-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

Sry,kind of busy with venture and did not update my blog for quite a long time...by the way i dun think anyone will visit my blog also,so nvm..anyway i am 18 le..can do so much legal stuff man..haha..is getting late and i just took my medicine,feeling sleepy..ZZZ

为什么只和你能聊一整夜为什么才道别就又想见面在朋友里面就数你最特别总让我觉得很亲很贴为什么你在意谁陪我逛街为什么你担心谁对我放电你说你对我,比别人多一些却又不说是多哪一些友达以上恋人未满甜蜜心烦,愉悦混乱我们以后会变怎样我迫不及待想知道答案再靠近一点就让你牵手再勇敢一点我就跟你走你还等什么时间已经不多再下去只好只作朋友再向前一点点我就会点头再冲动一点点我就不闪躲不过三个字别犹豫这么久只要你说出口你就能拥有我为什么你寂寞只想要我陪为什么我难过只肯让你安慰我们心里面明明都有感觉为什么不敢面对我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情那么贴心却进不了心底你能不能快一点决定对我说我爱你

爱的主旋律

2007-03-29T10:23:00.000+08:00

是你在那个雨季走进我生命
带着一点任性和温柔的表情
是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容换我仅有的甜蜜
天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运还是不可思议
身边有太多风景我却停在这里
说我傻的可以还不是因为你
是你的声音
带给我勇气
恋爱的频率
直到我心底
如果你愿意
是的我愿意
带着我幸福的主旋律
从前的实际
现在我相信
天空会放晴
爱会更甜蜜
如果你愿意
是我的愿意
爱的主旋律
永远唱下去

Second Time

2007-03-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yeah..Being treated the second time(sushi again*same as the first time ,place n venue when jie treat me)(maybe her whole family like to treat ppl sushi ba..haha)...by jie's mum friend..lol..abit wierd..actually having dinner with jie de but later on jie say her mum coming n treating too so..ya..anyway thx jie's mum friend,jie keep complaining no one watch movie with her n she nvr watch it for long time le but i can watch with her ar,is just that she dun wan..i will be having my birthday celebrated at ubin..so sian..nth much to say now cause quite busy,perharps next time..will update a song tml..turning in..

can u believe it??

2007-03-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

Oh man,wake up early in the morning with boredness..frens all going out today..wanted to go for movie but there is no one??perharps..then jie suggested for lunch at lot 1..jie say she wanna treat since she got her pay too..think is because i treat her too many times and she want to return it ba..but anyway,can u believe it?someone actually treat me and is a sushi buffet!!I never been treat b4 and this is my first time..the feeling was different when i eat and someone else pay for me(ANYWAY thx Jie for the meal)..but guess this is also the last time ba..ate finish liao then went home..saw yuqi at lot 1 going to ten mile buy things for bbq..hai..miss the day when we were at sentosa bbq..Been wasting my time recently~Tml got venture again!!

=)

2007-03-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

You taught me how to laugh again
And gave me back my smile,
Restored my faith in people when
Everyone seemed vile.

Long lost!!

2007-03-02T13:36:00.001+08:00

Hmm..have been missing..haven't i??
Well thats because i went to malaysia for quite a period of time and was unable to blog when i was there...back to my old hometown and feel so "dunno how to say the feeling la"..it reminds me the days when i was young,nvr been back there for such a long time and stay there for so long..compare to singapore,i will still prefer malaysia..dun ask me why,is my heart that told me so..Ppl ask about results but i dun wish to say anything about it..dun ask me what i am going to do cos i myself also dunno..continue study?work?i have no Idea..what i want to do now is do what i want,thats all..maybe spend abit more time on venture ba..i have been missing for quite a long time and is time for me to go back liao..well no time to post all those things happen when i am in malaysia..maybe u can come n ask me personally if u want to know ba..URGE!!

放生

2007-01-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

地点是城市某个角落
时间在午夜时刻
无聊的人常在这里出没
交换一种寂寞
我静静坐在你的身后
你似乎只想沉默
我猜我们的爱情已到尽头
无话可说
比争吵更折磨
不如就分手
放我一个人生活
请你双手不要再紧握
一个人我至少干净俐落
沦落就沦落
爱闯祸就闯祸
我也放你一个人生活
你知道就算继续结果还是没结果
又何苦还要继续迁就。。。

Wasted!!

2007-01-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

Fucking ***...why pretty gal always have to die early!!??fucking bad mood now..so sad to heard this news today that XU WEI LUN just pass away..no mood to type liao...='(

☆好朋友☆

2007-01-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

像两首节拍不同的歌却又同时被爱情合奏旋律勉强着愉快不能够假装快乐,你心中有宽阔的天空空气还稀薄曾经等待因为会改变什么你总会属于我,但是最后时间证明了你只喜欢我,你说我比较像你的好朋友,只是不小心拥抱着,你道歉,你难过,于是我给你笑容谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞如果爱情是五线谱我只希望用全音符吟唱出爱上你那完整的幸福,当你的心没有耳朵即使我为你唱着歌你也只看见我哭了..曾经因为等待会改变什么,你总会属于我,但是最后时间证明了你只喜欢我,你说我比较像你的好朋友,只是不小心拥抱着,你道歉,你难过,于是我给你笑容谁在乎我的心..你说我是你最好的朋友却不应该再拥抱着,你退缩,你冷漠,于是我放开双手不在乎我的心会永远的寂寞...

Notice

2007-01-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm..for those ppl who often come my blog (but i think only a few only..haha),Due to my lazyness,i will not often type my blog instead i will use a poem or a song or even phrases to replace it..Sometimes my blog will have chinese words so , sry for those who cannot read chinese ya!!

Lesson?

2007-01-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

Truth is beautiful, without doubt; but so are lies.
The absence of flaw in beauty is itself a flaw.
Nothing is a waste of time if you use the experience wisely.
Big egos are big shields for lots of empty space.
Art is either plagiarism or revolution.
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
Distrust any enterprise that requires new clothes.
Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.
All diseases run into one, old age.
The years teach much which the days never knew.

灰色空间

2006-12-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

原来不是白就是黑只不过是天真的以为要醉得清醒要无辜的犯罪现实的世界只有灰坚强得太久好疲惫想抱爱的人沉沉的睡卷来的风暴凶猛里有种美死了心痛就没感觉灰色空间我是谁记不得幸福是什么滋味无路可退你是谁怎么为我流泪梦见发着光的草原一身伤回到很久以前我选择不恨带着平静走远醒来后夜还是长夜紧抱着我流泪...

Overseas

2006-12-11T08:17:00.000+08:00

well i am going to malaysia soon for a few weeks and after i come back from malaysia,i going to ireland for a month maybe a few days later after i come back ..after that might be going to the place i always wanted to go since i was young and that is bUENOS Aires..so won't be able to get to see my frens for quite a long time..hope u all can find me go out for one last time b4 i leave..The journey begins here..

Shop

2006-12-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

Tml going batam le..haha dun think can slp tonite..just now went to north point to have lunch with yuluan and wait for her to finish working..still lent money from me to buy clothes(aiya treat it as christmas present la..sian 1hour plus do nth..haha..she finish work liao we go this fashion,she wanted to buy a nice dress but she say she too fat wear le not nice..After that we went causeway point to shop again..lol..then around 9pm,she say she gonna go hm play manjong with her sis..so we take cab hm lor..anyway we r just going out as fren,dun think much else..

sob~

2006-12-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

dun tell me maybe i will feel better ba..nvm tell me already maybe i will face the reality instead of bluffing myself..will feel so sian for a period liao..is normal..used to it le,not the first time but just dun like the taste of it..first time ever in my life i feel so helpless..i am bingquan leh..hai..now not bingquan le..if you think it's just a feeling,go back and look again..

烦恼

2006-12-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

每个人都有宿于它自记的迷失，而我的迷失却偏偏出现在我最闲空的时候。这是件好事还是件坏事？我一直找不回我自己，希望有一天找回自己的是我自己而不是别人。朋友都说我很有钱但他们乘看过我没钱的一面？我也只是个普通人阿。。心里有数不完的烦恼，到底我还能撑多久？？看不到海的对岸，也只不过是一只在海飘浮的船，永远只能在海飘浮着。。。

*******

2006-12-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

Wtf do u all want??everytime haven say finish a sentence u all kpkb le..sick and tired of it la..i will go one day,i promise..wun use a single cent of yours..just take it as i nvr exisist b4..fucking cb!!!!

Lame

2006-11-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

When i am sleeping,someone msg me!!Check it out...I heard a story...A man say to a child:In order to sucess,u must first learn to accept failure..The child say "Well i am a sucessful person, i have accepted all the exams that i have failed." -.-" ~~~~Breeze~~~~

Pump it!!!

2006-11-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

Been slacking all the while..haiyo linyin ar..can dun everytime ask me the thing i owe u only?haha..u can ask me out or wad ma..kk know u busy n got ben to accompany u go out..hai..venture actually suppose to have a surprise on batam trip de but i think we can't do the surprise anymore..because of some problem like time management and stuff..sad..my hair colour is dropping,so fast..dun like to bleach le..this wk so busy with venture sia..-.-ZZZZ~

=(

2006-11-25T19:57:00.000+08:00

haiz..where can i find someone to talk to?everyone is so busy..i can only say out the troubled feeling to myself??Jie dunno why,recently also become so fierce towards me..i done anything wrong??Nai dao zhi bei de xin zi you zhi ji qu liao jie??I can only say out my feeling to the sea?to the animal that doesn't understand?Or rather to myself?

Makan

2006-11-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

ErHHHHHHHHH....so full..damn full..just come back from upper thomson road..today meet fuming at 12.30pm and went to bishan to take my pay...fuming recomended the hotdog in IKEA ad we went to eat..it is very nice and cheap.Its only SATU Dollar!!!After that we went to bishan for the movie"the battle of wits"..Mo zi ge li..lol..quite a nice show..4000 ppl fight against 100000ppl..then we went to imperial court to eat in the french restuarant..quite nice and is damn full..reach hm around 7 plus..today so busy travelling..take 5 time cab-.-"..Haiz tml got venture!! ZZZZ-="""""""

Hairstyle

2006-11-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

Just dyed my hair today from malaysia..i highlight purple..not very nice..sian..but bleach + Highlight + cut=only RM60..wtf...where do i get a price like this in singapore=x..haha..Santa claus is coming!!!

free time

2006-11-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

Hai hai hai..starting to busy with venture again..when will human really have "free" time???Congrats to linyin ,fuming n nigel to all yr post in venture..keep working hard for venture ba..Gss venture 3 out of 4 have post in venture=)..

-.-"ZZZZ

2006-11-17T14:09:00.000+08:00

wooh..finally got time to update my blog..so busy all this while with work..so tired..regret doing night shift..lol..morning still need to go for o lvl..where got time to slp sia..somemore injury is getting bad to worse,think going to hospital sonn..haha..Prom night is the last day of my sec sch life..As there is this saying,"tian xia mei you bu san de yan xi"..finally know what it means..haiz..scared i will go back to mlaysia and not stay in singapore anymore..anyway dunno y i worried..even i really go back,will all my friends realise or know?will they miss me?................

First time

2006-11-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

是我自己想得太多还是你也在闪躲如果真的选择是我我鼓起勇气去接受不知不觉让视线开始闪烁哦第一次我说爱你的时候呼吸难过心不停的颤抖哦第一次我牵起你的双手轻轻放下不知该往哪儿走...

Dust

2006-11-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

Rusting...Try not to read this blog again..thank you..anyone interested in Buneo Aires?is FOC..haha..my tagboard only one ppl will tALK to me de,the rest all went oversea ar?...

Beginning

2006-11-06T20:53:00.000+08:00

woo..today count as lucky?the first maths paper was rather easier than last year one but make me even scare that paper 2 will be more difficult..today is my first time even i write so much in SS man..5 page..lol..usually 2 page only..maybe kind of boost up by jie ba..=)Aisyah keep asking me to go prom night..fun meh?...

Party time!

2006-11-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah man..just came back from guangrong birthday party..haha..at first i told nigel need to bring present anot,he say hack care la..lol..kind of bad..but nvm..he really got only 4 or 5 fren sia..so little ppl go..lucky he got 4 senior venture that go..haha..we went to eat,drink and play then go home..the funny part was he only 15 yet he put 16 on his birthday cake..wtf man..hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahhaha..

Heartbeat

2006-11-05T13:55:00.000+08:00

Tml is actual o lvl le..but i not feeling anything..why??not even started studying..what am i thinking?Going to friend's birthday party le..byebye!

???

2006-10-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hey,today went for venture voting haha.first time see all the venture sia..but do 40 push up in the morning..abit sian..lol..then listen to zhaoyi nagging for around 30min?then we went to class for voting..teck seng is really a joker man..nigel n fuming sure tio the sitting bull de..haha..i sabo linyin oso=x..but all this is for u all own good la..have a chance to lead leh..not good?lol..later on went to suntec for career fair..is quite a boring one but we get a lot of free goodies..lol..i am a kiasu person man..then nigel say wan to go cuise so we went to look around for cuise detail..haha..then we go to shidiq hse to eat free food..haha..slp in mrt for around 1hr plus then reach there at 3pm..shidiq hse is so fun..his mother was so kind man..his mother ask us to use hand eat but fuming cannot so only i n nigel use hand eat..We watch prison break n Ultimate fighter in his hse..N we went crazy..haha..his friend later on came to his hse..it was like so damn lot ppl..lose shidiq in english chess..=(..at 6plus,shidiq suddenly say we have to pay only 40plus for group day cos joannne taking out 1000bucks to sponsor venture..yeah man..i am damn tired..bye..ZzZzZz..

Exam

2006-10-27T12:42:00.000+08:00

Next monday is o lvl le..but i still haven done anything..dunno waiting for wad..All the best ba..

Untitled

2006-10-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

Yo i am back to post again..lol..Holiday is sian..now then realise that holiday is nt really a good thing..STudy for o lvl?Come on..i don't even feel like studying now although o lvl is just in two week time..Bored to death..Life is so much stress..Seeing all my friends have so much trouble in their life..all i can do is pray hard for them ba..End of speech!

2006-10-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

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Life?

2006-10-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

Death is getting nearer n nearer each day...
You dunno when u will die,
But there is always a signal to death..
Why am i talking all this?
To be or not to be,thats a question.

Forever Love

2006-10-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

愛你　不是因為你的美而已我越來越愛你　每個眼神觸動我的心因為你讓我看見Forever　才了解自己未來這些日子　要好好珍惜愛我　有些痛楚　有些不公平如果真的愛我　不是理所當然的決定感到妳的呼吸在我耳邊　像微風神奇溫柔的安撫　我的不安定所以我~要　每天研究你的笑容　Ooh 多麼自然愛情是場最美最遠的旅行沿途雨季泥濘　偶爾阻礙我們的前進感到妳的體溫在我懷裡　像陽光和煦巧妙的融化　我的不安定不可思議　證明我愛你的理由　Ooh 多麼自然妳感動的眼睛　我沉默的聲音彷彿就是最好的證明就讓我在說一次 I love you (直到永遠) !

Mooncake Festival

2006-10-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz..tonite nvr get to see moon..lol
today is the most ppl that ever come my hse to play soccer..10ppl..wtf man..
but it was fun..especially when playing the cracker..
they are all fire insane..haha..
i think i had disturbed my jie tonite=x sry ya
Yuluan call to ask me whether got buy bet..haha u are really a gambler..
Very tired also..
sign off..

Fate

2006-10-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Are we meant to be quarreling forever?
Sometimes i wish that i have nvr met u b4
So that u wun be angry all the time whenever we talk to each other..
All this quarreling is not i want de..fate ba..
Meant to be quarreling for life ba..
What else to say?

Yeah,another day nearer to death...

Children Day

2006-10-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

Happy children day!!
Spend the whole children day sleeping at hm..=)
And ya,i going to Ireland end of this year..
Someone pls wish me good luck..

Badminton

2006-09-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

yeah man..today went to venture meeting again..long time nvr go le..fuming say go there play badminton at gombak so we went in the early morning around 8..thought will be fun playing badminton but was quite shock when we reach there,we were told that we need to do PT b4 playing badminton..sian=(...but the PT end up was a good one..lead by rover weiquan..he teach us pull-up,sretching,2.4 run n long jump plus shuttle run..he is a good example to lead man..we learn alot from him..if we do this PT everyday,i will sure reduce fats by 50%..lol...After we went for badminton,it was so fun n great..everyone was enjoying themselve..after that we had a meeting of wad to do next wk meeting at mac..next wk we going for bowling!!yeah!!then meeting end around 1plus then we wait for nigel to come n went to lot 1 for pool..me,shidiq,fuming n nigel..play till 5plus then go home..then reach hm i bath le then slp cos so tired n headache..cannot liao..really headache liao..write next time..

=(

2006-09-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

woo..today wake up don't dare to eat anything cause got to see dentist in the afternoon..haha..dun ask me why,thats my habit..thought will be fine when went to the dentist,however it is so painful then i expected..I LOST OF BLOOD!!lol..not so serious la..just abit..=x..after that went to plaza to meet jie for lunch..recently always meet u for lunch hor?hope u dun mind ba..remember next time go eat lunch with didi don't see the price to chooose what u want to eat eh..u know didi don't like de..know u r so tired n busy jie..must take care of yrself well..don't worry la..didi will study hard de..sometimes dun wanna tell u things cos scared u worried..kk i got to much things to write but i kind of busy now..so write it next time if i remember ba..

is another day nearer to death...

story?

2006-09-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

haiyo,ask me to update ar?Now got prelim leh..haha k la i oso nvr study one..
I don't know why to write leh..tell a story ba...

Long ago that is a goldfish living in the sea.
One day, the goldfish decided to find out why the sea is getting saltier n saltier
So the goldfish went around the sea to ask everyone
some say that it is because of the human that polluted the sea
and some even say that it is because of the rain is salty
End up the goldfish still cound not find a confirmed answer
until one night,the goldfish could not sleep as the sea is really too salty
so the goldfish swim to the shallow part of the sea
and wanted to jump out of the sea to the beach as it cannot stand the sea that is so salty
when it wanted to jump,it saw a girl that is crying on the beach
and her tears drop one by one into the sea
actually the girl's mother had just died because she can't stand the hot weather
and jump into the sea and drown to death
the goldfish learnt a lesson and swim back to sleep
ZzZzZzZ...

One must learn to adapt its environment to survive!
I hope is not too boring..Haha..

party time!!

2006-09-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

today have a great day celebrating shuting's birthday!!So long never enjoy such a celebration le..At first jie was late by 2hr,very pissed but also very happy when she finally got time to meet me for a lunch le..Ate so full at swensen and we went to jie hse..reach there le but cannot cut cake cause jingcai haven come=(..so we decided to put the cake at jie's hse and wait for him..He damn long lor,wait for him about 1hr plus then he came..Too much things to write le but i really very tired now to carry on..next time ba=)..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE!!oVERALL today is a great day!!

Raining

2006-09-05T08:10:00.000+08:00

This morning raining so heavily..woke up at 5am,open my window n realise that it was raining heavily outside..First thing came to my mind was how she is going to work?will she get wet?sometimes just wonder why am i so worried abt her?maybe like her too much..sometimes wish she will know how much i care n concern for her BUT it ends up only i know myself..Heard the raindrops falling,its 8plus now..the rain has stopped n the sun shines in..is another day nearer to death...

Prelim

2006-09-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

haiz,prelim is getting near..think hopeless le..giving up liao..no point studying..btw was happy today,cos she long time nvr ask me out le,today suddenly ask me out again..knowing that we can't be together n i not longer like her that much as b4 but dunno y everytime she ask to go out,is hard to find excuse to reject..I won't go for her,just like her cos no matter how many time i go for her,the answer is still the same..

Didn't really know jenna till today..haha..today saw her like we know for many years le but actually i know her today only(althought we r from the sane pri sch)..haha..dunno tml wanna go the Airforce openhouse anot..have to wait for fuming call tml morning so better slp now..haha..

SS-Sunday Sian..

2006-08-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

lol..today is a very bored day!Can't find anything to do..even go out in the afternoon also feel that the atmosphere is so..hai..no mood to do anything today..Slp is all i can do now..Slp ba..nitez!

Malaysia

2006-08-20T07:27:00.000+08:00

Yea man..just come back from malaysia..whole day was in the audition cause my cousin join the "Xiao Yuan superstAr" in malaysia..It was so tiring that had to wake up 5am in the morning to go there..the till end very late but i left at 5plus cause need to go back singapore,tml still go sch..sianz=(..But today is fun,get to see alot of talented singers in malaysia n also quite a number of chio bu..haha;)...My cousin rox man..his singing is damn nice lor..=)..Hope u will win man!

Oral

2006-08-17T10:25:00.000+08:00

Phew..finally english oral is finished..it was a easy one..lucky for me man..cos i every exam depend on luck one=x..Didn't know that Yuluan n fiona was so nervous b4 the oral..First time see them so nervous..Relax la..oral onli ma..Fiona asked me what to say abt the conversation n USE it for the ORAL!Wtf man..BTW the oral was a good one..I finished my oral at 5 but i was waiting for siti aisyah as she was the last one..Can't PS her n let her go home alone rite?SUmmore we walk the same way home..haha..As was walking home with her,She told me alots of thing which i dunno,some of them i was shocked after heard what she said..Anyway is her secret la..Very fast,she reached her hse..So didn't manage to hear all her secret..haha..wasted man..nvm there is still chance=)..Thats all for today..Very tired..Slping liao..ZzZzZz

National Day!

2006-08-10T11:24:00.000+08:00

Woo..yesterday was fun..go out early in the morning to town with fuming,nigel,geo,wk,chipeng n lekfong..We went there with a very boring mood..haha..Saw singapore IDOL on the bus weaving to us like idiot=x..spent the whole afternoon in town..saw dongmei in ..forget where liao..haha..after went to coffeebean..we act like those rich ppl man..the drinks there is fcuking ex..but we brought it..Went to eat steamboat at marina bay after that..Regret going there..the shop we went is called "ping xian"..is fcuking shit la..so dirty n the food is like fcuk la..but we manage to steal 3 bottle of 1.5L drinks n a full bag of nugget..lol..

After that they decided to go to my hse for overnite except the fcuking fong..it was fun,play the whole night man..got manjong,dota n PS2..wake up in the morning n wk have to go early because he meet joshua for BB..then fuming actually should go for sch AT 9plus but end up we syco him with my pS2 n he didn't go to sch..haha..sry la fuming..we r bad frens..lol..but u did enjoy rite..morning breakfast was great..i prepare so many food for them to eat lor..haha..they went back around 1plus when fuming have to go sch again..At nite suppose to have EXCO 1 meeting but it was postpone n fuming dunno..lol went to plaza for nth..nvm la..at least he accompany me eat n we went back le..Overall yesterday was a great day with my RED HAIR!LOL..

East coast park

2006-08-05T09:22:00.000+08:00

Today went for venture meeting instead of maths remedial=x..but will make up on monday la..haha..Go there early in the morning then wait so long there..sian..We going to east coast park for venture meeting!We left the school at 8plus..Fuming says if every sat venture meeting at east coast park,he sure come every meeting..lol..me too=)

As usual when we reach there,we do our own things..haha..Do our own things nvm but we do it in sch lvl..haha..then kena scold from zhen wei,say we not united as a venture but who cares?We r always like that man.After that fuming,mj,nigel n me go rent a double seat bicycle and they fight for the better bicycle cause only got two left..Why need to fight for bicycle man?haha..we keep changing ppl to ride on diff bicycle to be fair la..seating behind one always don't ride..wtf man..=x..after that we take a break n went to the beach to play..we all got wet except nigel n shidiq cos they didn't bring extra pants..We still play soccer after that..Venture lose to scout..2-1..haha..no face liao..Overall is a tired day!Went home slp for whole day after that..

~Bad day~

2006-07-28T09:21:00.000+08:00

Hai..today so much things happen in school for me..we skip physics lesson and went to play soccer after PE..after we got caught by mr lim beng thiam then i n lek fong lie to him say that we get caught for hair..He go ask mr chui then found out thAt we told lied and mr chui wan us to go find him after sch..We went to find him after sch,luckily he say that we r sec5 taking o lvl and wanted to give us a chance so sent us to DC for 2 hours instead of canning and data record..Although it is only 2hours but friday stay in sch for 2hours is like so long for us..we realise that we are really stupid to tell lie..Today i decided to play for sec5 the last match and quit soccer until i finish my o lvl..i should do that earlier rite?Haha..

Hai again..Today saw HER blog,know she got some family problem..wanted to tag something but i dun dare to..cos i wanted to forget her..so i should not talk to her or what so that i will forget her..Is it fair to her?Am i too selfish?Really want to help her de..BUt..hai..anyway everytime i try to help her,instead i will make her angry..so i think i better dun tag ba..SRY to HER!WANT to AVOID u but also scare u will find out one day and think that i dun wan to make fren with you..but i have no choice..thats the only way i can forget u!I consult yuqi and she think that i should also do this..what more can i say to HER?SORRY!

BBQ in sch

2006-07-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

Yo, so tired now after last night bbq in sch..have a lot of fun,especially the part when we were playing soccer..didn't realise that all our scout can play soccer..haha.After that we went to scout den to play truth..wtf man..a lot of secret was told..of cos i can't say out as we promise to each other..we play until 12plus and we decide that since there is no transport to go home liao then they went to my house..We sat near the swimming pool and stay there till morning then go home.. During the time,we talk cock n keep playing the song called "donald duck"..lol..Me,fuming,nigel n shidiq decided to put it as a msg ringtone..very childish rite?haha..

Woke up at 11am when my father called me and ask what i want to eat..After that i went to use the computer and i read HER blog,found out that she recently got family problem..So i went to msn and ask her what happen..End up i make her pissed off..Want to help but end up create more trouble for HER..Really very sorry!Other than that,i dunno what to say..SHE said b4 that She can communicate with everyone except me..i didn't really know why until SHE told me..NOw i fully understand why..Sometimes is better to keep quiet than saying too much or being a busybody..well there is still a lot to say..but i think i stop here le cause need to go study..=)

Does she know?

2005-12-14T11:01:00.000+08:00

I have done so much for her these few years..don't know whether she know anot..its not the matter of money or time that is concern..is about the effort n sincerity that i put in..SHE told me,not that she dun wan to give me a chance..is she dun have the feeling towards me..i afraid she wun have that feeling forever..is not her fault..is just that i am not the type she like..a person who doesn't understand her,a person who keep quarreling with her and making her angry..SHE already told me since sec 2 when i confess to her..I'm not her type..ask me to don't waste my time..its true..but i chose to waste my time cause i like her alot..not to wish for any miracle or hope she will like me..is i know that i like her thats why i do that..knowing that there is no result but still work for it..Many ppl say i am stupid..I dun care what ppl say,i know what i want and what i am doing..Maybe u all don't know that she is the second person i like till now..My first was baoyuan but it ended at sec 2 when i met HER!She said that she remember most of the thing i said to her..SO DO I..U once told me that "if nobody wants you,will i want you?"..this question stay in my mind till now and it will stay forever..My answer is always the same..It will not change forever too..I WILL!You told me that this was last time u said,u said ppl change..Just want to let you know that no matter how you become in future till the day you leave the world..if nobody wants you,i will still want you!That i can PROMISE you for sure!

Buenos Aires

Untilted

好久不见

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Science Practical=Stupid Practical

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It been a long while

Tuesday

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IMM

Our world Our war

Sunday

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Morning~ITS TUESDAY!!!

满天星星

离开是你的选择？？

憂傷的盡頭是微笑

Friday=Bored day

Tuesday

Friday

VDR

Sunday

我想要说

Sunday bored

Tuesday

Monday

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Raining day

Miss?

爱的主旋律

*Second Time*

can u believe it??

=)

Long lost!!

放生

Wasted!!

☆好朋友☆

Notice

Lesson?

灰色空间

Overseas

Shop

sob~

烦恼

*******

Lame

Pump it!!!

=(

Makan

Hairstyle

free time

-.-"ZZZZ

First time

Dust

Beginning

Party time!

Heartbeat

???

Exam

Untitled

Life?

Forever Love

Mooncake Festival

Fate

Children Day

Badminton

=(

story?

party time!!

Raining

Prelim

SS-Sunday Sian..

Malaysia

Oral

National Day!

East coast park

Second Time